for you, i will.

I guess, if anything, it’s about taking chances, even when you think you’re all out of chances. It’s about giving forgiveness and unconditional love, even when it seems like you should only do the opposite. It’s about trusting that God puts people in your life at certain moments so that you can capitalized the opportunity. It’s all about the possibility. It’s all about what you do with those possibilities. Life is short, but it moves so fast. Hang on and enjoy the ride.And when someone comes along with whom you enjoy spending the ride with… hold on tight. And that's exactly what i'm doing now.


To tell you the truth I don’t have much to offer. But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all. I’ll give you late nights, long hugs. Someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there. A hand to hold, somebody to lean on. And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that’s enough.





If you give me a chance, give us a chance, I will spend the rest of my life proving to you that you made the right decision.

faizah wilson

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY FAI!!!!

eh fai?! finally 16 ehh! hahaha. wahh!! dah besar uhh skarang! Hope you have a great time just now at the pit. :)

taufiq hope that what you wished for will come true and wish you best of luck for your future in studies and life.

k this is a post about you since i owed you. haha. hope you like it :)

O level this year aye? study hard hor and no slacking, start focusing! hehe.

hope you excel in your O's this year and do your best in whatever you're doing! you can do it!!!

thanks for helping me out all this while and thanks for being a good friend :)

drummer and a skater girl seyy! woohoo! 

continue believing in whatever you do and surely it will turn out positive :)

till then, stay happy always!

i'm begging you to be my escape

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard you try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it. But trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. I learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. I'll have my heart broken and i’ll break others’ hearts. I’ll fight with my best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and cry because time is flying by. 


I have to be strong for myself. I have to know that i'm a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what isn’t, won’t. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes i can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for me. If they don’t, i must just move on and realize what i gave them was more than what they were willing to give me. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don’t lose something real. Always fight until i can’t anymore, and then be fought for.


Sometimes you can't be what you ought to be, you can't have what you ought to have.
And life changes. Maybe a little, maybe a lot. And at some point it just isn't worth trying to fix what went wrong.


I want you to remember that you were that one person who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words. That person who lifted my head when I was losing faith in myself.  That one person who always knew what I was feeling by the look on my face. That one person who accepted who I was when everyone else laughed in my face. That one person that accepted every decision I made believing that I’d make the right decisions. That one person who knew who I really was. That one person that made the biggest difference in my life. My best friend. 

I’m sorry that I loved you more than you ever loved me.

It’s just that I didn’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. 

And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. 

International Meet

Today' training was tiring yet fun. All of us coincidentally wore training attires of different countries. Seriously not planned at all! I wore Indonesian attire, Dickson wore Thailand colours, Calvin wanted to be in Hong Kong colours. The girls also have thier own colours. Jannah wore Brunei while mariam wore vietnam. Only Matthew represented with Singapore colours. It's funny to see each other pretending to compete against each other. We did sprints before going for gym. Did core strengthening exercises and benchpress for me :)


After training felt really tired and slept the whole afternoon before going for work. 












p.s : sorry didn't text you today. hope you had a great day and be safe ;)

lesson learnt

I quit. I’m over you. I fell so hard. I was always there when you needed someone to talk to. Yeah, so basically I’m tired of being just a friend or chasing you. So if you want me, I’m here. But I’m done wasting all my time on someone who doesn’t care. 

I'm not a toy.

IF YOU’RE GOING TO LOVE ME, LOVE ME DEEPLY. IF YOU’RE GOING TO BREAK MY HEART, THEN BREAK IT ALL. IF YOU’RE GOING TO CARE, CARE FOR ME COMPLETELY. IF YOU DECIDE NOT TO HOLD ME, THEN JUST LET ME FALL. IF YOU’RE GOING TO STAY, THEN STAY FOREVER AND IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE, THEN DO IT TODAY. IF YOU’RE GOING TO CHANGE, CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. AND IF YOU’RE GOING TO TALK, PLEASE MEAN WHAT YOU SAY. 

love isn't blind

I know technically we’re not together, but forget the title and whatever 
Because if you look into my eyes and listen to what I have to say, you’ll know I’m the one guy who will never walk away. :)

enough said