i'm begging you to be my escape

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard you try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it. But trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. I learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. I'll have my heart broken and i’ll break others’ hearts. I’ll fight with my best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and cry because time is flying by. 


I have to be strong for myself. I have to know that i'm a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what isn’t, won’t. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes i can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for me. If they don’t, i must just move on and realize what i gave them was more than what they were willing to give me. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don’t lose something real. Always fight until i can’t anymore, and then be fought for.


Sometimes you can't be what you ought to be, you can't have what you ought to have.
And life changes. Maybe a little, maybe a lot. And at some point it just isn't worth trying to fix what went wrong.


I want you to remember that you were that one person who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words. That person who lifted my head when I was losing faith in myself.  That one person who always knew what I was feeling by the look on my face. That one person who accepted who I was when everyone else laughed in my face. That one person that accepted every decision I made believing that I’d make the right decisions. That one person who knew who I really was. That one person that made the biggest difference in my life. My best friend.