Tuesday, February 23, 2010

bali baby!



Leaving tmr! i'm very excited!! wooo! total there will be 7 guys going. me , hamka, ahmad, haiqal, abang hidir, abang amy and one of their friends. We're gonna unleash ourself. no holding back our nonsense! just let it out and enjoy every second of our trip :)
Hope people in singapore will pray for our safe journey. Gonna miss you guys in singapore especially you! okay till here :) BALI HERE I COME!!!!

Monday, February 15, 2010

prettiest friend



Don't forget the day that we met. It changed history atleast for me.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

skip the goodbyes, please.


I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothin's on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell

Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride

Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and youre left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oooo

Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oooo




miss you...

Monday, February 8, 2010

You still mean everything to me. You're just not worth the heartache anymore.


Lets start by saying that i agree to this; The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them, knowing they don’t love you back and nothing hurts more than realizing she meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to her.


To whom it may concern, i just want you to be happy though it can really break my heart. i just want to say that i enjoyed spending time with you, talking to you,  sending you home and even spending one evening looking at the sunset. But i realised that it won't work out anymore. I know your feelings towards him is getting back stronger and i can't do anything about it. I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can’t just be your buddy, because as much as I enjoy the concept of being “just friends” in reality, it’s a bizarre form of torture and I’m just not willing to participate in it. So right now what I wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore. Maybe one day if we really are meant for each other, god will show us the path for us. 


I keep wondering where I went wrong. Maybe I didn’t go wrong at all. Maybe things are going to turn out the way they’re meant to and nothing’s going to stop them. Some things are easy to control and work out. But some things you just have to let go. So instead of asking why it turned out like this, I should accept that it is how it is. I cannot make someone love me. All i can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.


For now, I’ll keep on dreaming, because it’s better than believing that you’re the one. I wish you were. And now I’m gonna stop hoping, that you won’t disappoint me. You’re the girl of my dreams, but, I think I’m finally waking up. 

Why won’t you let me love you?

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

syarif hidayatullah


alamak yat! dah besar uhh!! semue bende dah legal ehk! sorry for the late post for you but at least i wish you on time :)
brape eh umur? hmm..1,2,3...21 la pulak!! hahaha.
hope you had a great celebration and thanks for everything! 
Dari belanje ke nasihat ke meminjamkan skateboard dan menjadi sahabat baik! :)
stay happy and all the best for the future :) SEA Games 2011 eh!
tak menyesal taufiq kenal yayat :) 
till then, smile always :)
kite veh tan punyer!!!

I'd give anything to be your everything.


If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? If we fall in love because someone can provide for us, what happens when they lose their wealth? Because love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you can’t just find a reason. You just do.


There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul. I really can’t explain it. For this person, I’d do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why… i have no answer.  i like you without trying. I love the things you say, and how you never fail to make me smile. I'll try to understand how a single person can affect me as much as they do, but i’ll never find out. You’re always on my mind.


You know he loves you when someone else makes you laugh, and he smiles just for the fact that you’re laughing.