You still mean everything to me. You're just not worth the heartache anymore.

Lets start by saying that i agree to this; The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them, knowing they don’t love you back and nothing hurts more than realizing she meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to her.


To whom it may concern, i just want you to be happy though it can really break my heart. i just want to say that i enjoyed spending time with you, talking to you,  sending you home and even spending one evening looking at the sunset. But i realised that it won't work out anymore. I know your feelings towards him is getting back stronger and i can't do anything about it. I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can’t just be your buddy, because as much as I enjoy the concept of being “just friends” in reality, it’s a bizarre form of torture and I’m just not willing to participate in it. So right now what I wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore. Maybe one day if we really are meant for each other, god will show us the path for us. 

I keep wondering where I went wrong. Maybe I didn’t go wrong at all. Maybe things are going to turn out the way they’re meant to and nothing’s going to stop them. Some things are easy to control and work out. But some things you just have to let go. So instead of asking why it turned out like this, I should accept that it is how it is. I cannot make someone love me. All i can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

For now, I’ll keep on dreaming, because it’s better than believing that you’re the one. I wish you were. And now I’m gonna stop hoping, that you won’t disappoint me. You’re the girl of my dreams, but, I think I’m finally waking up. 

Why won’t you let me love you?