I am only human.

Tell me I’m not making a mistake. Tell me that you’re worth the wait, that you’re always going to be here. make me believe that I’m making the right decision by still holding on. show me that you’re going to be around.

The ending's still being written down.

chasing dust

Most of the time, we expect so much from love. We have so many hopes and wishes for it. We tend to search too hard for that perfect one we’ve always dreamed of. But what we don’t know is that sometimes, love is in disguise. That so many times it simply passes our way but we just never take the time to notice it. We don’t even give it a chance, thinking that something better might still be out there… And that is one of our biggest mistakes, to underestimate love and not give it a try.

Eeeee! smelly girl!

Took pictures while webcaming!

That's your out of bed look eh frin? hehehe :P

hope this might cheer you up a little :)

hope it's positive

no one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. no one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose. no one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what’s in it; no one is afraid to say “I love you”, they are afraid of the response.

I always wonder what crosses your mind when your eyes meet mine.

I don’t know what love is, but when I’m with you, I feel like the safest person in the world. I forget about everything else. Nothing else matters. It’s about here and now, and when you leave, it’s a waiting game. Because all I want is the next day when I get to see you. And that’s the reason I keep going everyday, in hopes that today’s the next day I get to spend even one minute with you. So if this isn’t love, it should be. Cause it’s the best thing in the world.

I am not good enough for you.

Sometimes you’re dying for someone who doesn’t care. While somebody is already dead trying to please you.

Maybe it's You

You ask me why i like you, and it's really something i can't put into words. Maybe because you make me happy most of the time. Maybe it's because you know how to keep a conversation with me. Maybe it's because you got me thinking about you before i go to sleep, and after i wake up. Maybe it's because i can be myself around you. Maybe because you bring out the best out of me. Maybe it's because i can spend hours on the phone with you talking about the stupidest things. Maybe it's because i can never get enough of you. Maybe it's just because your just being yourself, and i'm already slowly falling for you.

Kids Are Quick

hey!

Believe in yourself pretty face :)

i believe in you.

Don't lose faith and always keep your heads up!

miss you.

Yo Te Quiero

 I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we’re just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your eyes or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that’s what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face. 

Nunca Caminaras Solo!

10/12 Home kits.

Liverpool Football Club.

You'll Never Walk Alone

Must start thinking positive.

"Keep your thoughts positive, because your thoughts become your words.

Keep your words positive, because your words  become your behaviors.

Keep your behaviors positive, because you behaviors become your habits.

Keep your habits positive, because your habits become your values.

Keep your values positive, because your values become your destiny."

                                                                           - Mahatma Gandhi

like a hollywood movie.

I have a story to share here. A true story. My house almost got broken in by a guy!!! ARGHHHHH!! Hahahaha. k serious, i'm not lying.  I'll be telling you guys the story exactly how i wrote in the police statement.

      It was 10 pm when i reach home and went to my room to put my belongings on a side table closes to my room window. I didn't see anything wrong in my room and went to watch soccer in the living room. After the game at about 11.50 pm i heard noises coming from my room and went to check it out.
      
      The room light was off but i could  see a figure shoving things from my side table using a dustpan and a stick trying to take my wallet and earpiece. The guy saw me and dropped his tools in my room before running off. I told my mum about a robbery happening before looking to search for the guy. I was bringing my dad's golf club along during my search. I decided to check out on the 12th floor to see if the culprit is hiding there. 
      
      Without hesitation i went up and saw him loitering outside neighbours house looking for other things. He was wearing the green shirt, the same one when i first saw in my room. I shouted before giving him a chase. I ran down the stairs with my golf club to the 11th floor. I was shouting to my mum that he's the fucker culprit and told her to stop him. My mum did grab the boy before pushing him down and dragging him to a corner. He tries to break free but my mum and i grab him by the shirt and pull him down. Called my dad to come home and he reached home at 1.10 am. Called the police and handed the matter over.


items trying to stole: wallet.(contains)
1. identification card
2. money 15000 ruppiah
3. 2 house keys
4. sports school ID card
5. other personal items

That fucker was a matrep aged 14. Lives in Pasir Ris and previously has been accounted for other crime.
Muhd Nazran bin Muhd Nazrin. I swear if my mum is not around, i already whack that fucker with my golf club. My mum stopped me everytime i attempt to hit him. I mean who wouldn't be angry when this thing happens to you and your family. I'm just protecting my family and he's lucky the police took him away with his face still intact. Total of  7 police officers, 2 CID officers, 2 undercover policemen, 1 police photographer and 1 head inspector came to my house!

I'm scared because there's only one of you.

I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything, so I don’t. but inside of me there are words waiting to come out and tell you how I feel, like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart and how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay locked in my heart, locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside yours too, but I’ll never know. 

You’ve give me reasons to smile, and good times to laugh about, but most of all you’ve given me memories I could never forget.

18 years old

Finally 18!

Got a surprise from Veh Tan! i really appreciate it alot!

More surprise from my working colleagues and old friends.

Appreciate all the wishes through phone calls, wall messages and text messages :)

Thank you all so much!

Above all this i hope to spent my birthday with you but i guess it won't happen.

Oh well, happy birthday to me.

Heeee! :)

I don’t know what it is about you, maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. It could be the way that you say? The exact right thing and exactly the right time but whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me. 

to you

                                           Dear You, 

                                No need to wonder what's been on my mind,

                                                                                       it's you.

                                                                                            love,

                                                                                                        Me

i'd like you to know.

27 things most girls don't know.

1. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

3. Guys will do anything just to get you notice them.

4. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest

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5. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

6. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

7. Guys get jealous easily.

8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "you know what..uh..nevermind" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

11. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

12. Guys loves you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

13. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure it out what it meant.

14. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys, because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

15. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me".

16.  If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

17. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

18. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

19. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

20. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

21. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eye.

22. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

23. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

24. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

25. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends. it just hurts them even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

26. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

27. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. :)

do dreams comes true?

Yesterday night I saw you in a dream, and when I told you that I loved you, you told me that you loved me too. Even in my dream I couldn’t believe you. You had to be joking. But still, it made my day to hear those words from you, even if it was only a joke within a dream.

If i had my chance, I'd never let you go.

i wish yesterday could repeat itself. honestly i love it. i may not remember the days, but i'll always remember the moments. i think everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they could just freeze time. Whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come, whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop. the world would stop turning and people would stop changing, because to them, at that time, everything was perfect.

Just so you know none of your scars can make me love you less. 

And because of you, half the time i don't even know i'm smiling.