reality check

Maybe what my friend has told me all this while are true. I'm like a character in the movie. Always the girl's best friend. He may be having feelings towards her called LOVE but in reality he knows he cant have her.


They share problems with each other, laugh together and try to help each other in difficult times. Like in the movie too, the girl will be in love with a guy and seeks help from her best friend. The guy will try to help eventhough it hurts him and realised how heart broken he is. He'll do it for his friend to make her happy. She dont realise it . No matter how hard or painful he will try his best. To her, he's just a friend. But to him, she means alot.


He loves her but try not to show it. Maybe sometimes leaving small clues for her to discover and thinks that he deserves to be given the opportunity. But life is unfair. He too have feelings. What even hurts more is to see the girl is attached. Be strong.


Often he looks to heaven for answers. Hoping for a change of luck. Maybe he tries so hard that the girl realise that he was caring and trying to help her.


One thing's for sure. He'll never give up on her and keeps his fingers crossed hoping for the best. For now it will be in a steady pace following the flow and giving a strong face.Everytime I see you, I can't help but smile. And everytime, that smile fades when reality comes back because I remember "I have no chance with her." 


THE WORST WAY TO MISS SOMEONE, IS TO HAVE THEM RIGHT NEXT TO YOU & YOU KNOW YOU CAN NEVER HAVE THEM.